a thin line between a perfect day and a screwed one...

we do usually start off the day being positive and trying to end a day with what's left from the morning. hence the thin line of erupting easier sometimes due to small little mistake/misunderstanding/stupidity of control over you emotions and let it take a rip over you living body. Ending the day at a sour note isn't much of what most people would want. I did sort of just did one for today. Since long i've not felt so down, well, due to low self esteem problem that i'm facing since i'm jobless and searching for a job, starting to get a little desperate. i read the emotions of the opposite party wrongly, didn't handle it properly and whoosh, it flew over my head and i end up writing this pickle tasting post and feel sorry for myself and those i've hurt. Darn. i hate myself now....

gosh, what a way to end a day....