a thin line between a perfect day and a screwed one...

we do usually start off the day being positive and trying to end a day with what's left from the morning. hence the thin line of erupting easier sometimes due to small little mistake/misunderstanding/stupidity of control over you emotions and let it take a rip over you living body. Ending the day at a sour note isn't much of what most people would want. I did sort of just did one for today. Since long i've not felt so down, well, due to low self esteem problem that i'm facing since i'm jobless and searching for a job, starting to get a little desperate. i read the emotions of the opposite party wrongly, didn't handle it properly and whoosh, it flew over my head and i end up writing this pickle tasting post and feel sorry for myself and those i've hurt. Darn. i hate myself now....

gosh, what a way to end a day....

buzzer beater <<零秒出手>> review

Buzzer beater, in a comic and anime. Just recently the named was used for a short film series, 11 episodes that portraits a guy with a dream of being the best professional basketball player and a girl with the dream of being a outstanding violinist. A pretty short and simple series with a few twist around love, fate and achieving your dreams. But the sub is in Chinese, sorry for those who can't read it, maybe later it will come up with a English sub for it. ;)

for those who want to find the BT seed. try the below link

http://www.netme.cc/airways/thread-489517-1-1.html

i rate it a 8.5 for a short n simple series, right to the point and made me chase it even it is just a few episodes. maybe i loved basketball, so it wasn't that bad for me. :)

the path of life....

Been in the jungle for two month before coming back to search for a perm job. well, things aren't going as well as i think it would, maybe i am just desperate for something right to just pop up in front of me when i wanted it to. but well, life is just so miraculous that things don't really work out like that. so i shall have my patients light on and wait for it, but before anything happens, tightening the belt of spending would be the key to success to weathered through this storm of mine.

a lot of ppl might have been asking, what the hell is this two legged donkey running around in the jungle for two months for? i was with a production filming a reality show in the jungles of Pahang. It was a fun filled experience for me to work closely with professionals in the filming industry that has tons of experience. Animals handlers that practically can have their hands on any animal/insects that they can find.

time really flies and now thinking of where next. :)